notes

what if we lived in a world where everyone was at peace. imagine how that would be. no wars. no hate. only love. but that cant happen, want to know why? because of older generations hating eachother, and you abolish other people only because your ancestors did. i dont like how hate follows us around like lost demons. you can feel them, and you let them flow. its become okay in our world today to let yourself go, and hate others. everyone is another person just like you. our only escape from depression these days seems to be death. or pills, but what life do you live when you get addicted to these pills? with all the problems in the world, can we really call it life? or are we just going through the motions, living our boring lives, acting like drons to big corporations. believing all their lies. nobody tells the truth anymore. the only one i can trust is myself and what i believe in. want to know what my escape is? nothing, i dont have one. no oen does, unless you take the extreme. if you cant trust yourself then youre done, you cant escape from yourself, isnt that scary? all my life ive been waiting for the people to say that we dont want to fight anymore, one day this all will change, we'll all be proud to be under the same sun. if you think about it we're all just sitting on a rock, waiting to die, what other purpose is there for life? sure people want to help others and i get that, but it just doesnt seem big enough, there has to be some other large purpose, some secret to the universe that we have to figure out, knowledge, thats my guess. but it could be something else, who knows.